and sometimes, she draws things

this was just supposed to be a quick self portrait for pose/lighting reference but then I got carried away
and a quick, kinda messy self portrait because I’m sick of looking at my old icon
first self portrait of the new year turned into a cosplay idea doodle and then actually came out exactly like my headcanon? weird.

thinking about doing a genderswapped Cas cosplay since I’m probably going to order blue contacts for another costume anyway… but I’m in a wedding like a week before con and I was trying to grow my hair out for the wedding which would mean cutting it back down. or going with a wig. blergh.
I was going to just draw a santa hat on the old self portrait I use as my main blog icon, but then I got frustrated at how sloppy the original was and just started over.

productive use of time? nope. but it’s been a long day.
first self portrait of the new year. you know. as you do.